Is it normal to for me to masturbate to my ex gf?

[Anonymous]

I have lots of pics of skyping we used to do. She would strip and masturbate in front of me. She would give me lots of shows. Also I have a lot of recordings of us in the bed. She recently broke up with me a month ago and when she did I did not want to masturbate whatsoever. I could get it up but my feelings made me ignore it. Well now that I have somewhat accepted the breakup and have been moving on I have begun to masturbate but it seems to only work for my ex. I can't look at another naked girl cause it does not interest me whatsoever. I still miss her and stuff but I have been in the NC rule. I work 2 jobs which keeps me really busy and I have been going out a lot lately. I just don't know if this is normal?

[its_the_shrink]

Normal, but self-destructive. Work on your post-breakup healing and soon enough you will jerk off to a wider range of things, and then this will stop. Let it slide without judgment and give yourself time, and a chance to eliminate this habit. Good luck!

[diamond3]

it normal because you want her back or you just still really care about her... that's what I think

[Marshall33]

It is very normal. You enjoyed that part of the relationship. Nothing wrong with it as long as it does not close your mind to new possiblities in the long run.

[debsman]

Its visual stimulation, Men are visual creatures so its normal. Order some p*rn dvds online and you can wean yourself away from your ex's shows.

[nate18]

did you tell him to pay for p*rn? shame on you.

[debsman]

He can always watch it free online too. Harrumph!