Is it normal to for me to masturbate to my ex gf?

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I have lots of pics of skyping we used to do. She would strip and masturbate in front of me. She would give me lots of shows. Also I have a lot of recordings of us in the bed. She recently broke up with me a month ago and when she did I did not want to masturbate whatsoever. I could get it up but my feelings made me ignore it. Well now that I have somewhat accepted the breakup and have been moving on I have begun to masturbate but it seems to only work for my ex. I can't look at another naked girl cause it does not interest me whatsoever. I still miss her and stuff but I have been in the NC rule. I work 2 jobs which keeps me really busy and I have been going out a lot lately. I just don't know if this is normal?
Is it normal to for me to masturbate to my ex gf?
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