I was raped quite recently, and I just don't know what to do! :((( what's worse is it was my boyfriends best friend and he doesn't know :( I told him I was raped and it took all of my strength to do that but he doesn't know it was his best friend and we still have to do things with him like go to town and stuff. I don't know what to do :((((
Also I'm scared that if I told my boyfriend how he would react?
My boyfriend has left me =( He was furious and stuff and he doesn't go near his friend anymore but I lost him =( I just with I never told him. I caant tell anyone else incase I lose them =(
What do I have to live for. I feel like there's a demon inside of me tearing me down bit by bit. =[