I am considering hiring an Escort, eventually - Need input from men and women alike

SevenWindsNineMoons
This is more for girls who have experience in the field or know friends who have but you can answer based off your views of what you might do as well. How do you feel about this work? Would you suggest this course or would I be hurting someone, ultimately? The few escorts I have read the blogs of seem okay with it but I don't want to hurt people.

What I want is, basically, someone who will pretend to want to be with me for a few hours. Let me cling to them, pour emotion into them, compliment and kiss them on the lips, and smile and enjoy it (or seem to). Basically, I want to feel loved and for someone to treat me like I am normal for a little while.

Have any of the guys out there actually hired one before? Do you have any tips for me in terms of safety, prices, and the like? What do you think about it? Is it the right/wrong way to go?

MY STORY (Feel free to Skip)

Recently, I have turned thirty years old and have begun considering going to an escort service or the like. I make decent money (and am nearly done with a degree that will boost my income to boot) so money, within reason, isn't an issue so much.

Before anyone gets too mad I am not interested in doing this because I want to conquer a woman or something like that. I have no hatred for women and even did research to determine escort as my choice despite higher costs specifically because I want to be with someone who chose that lifestyle and didn't have it foisted on them by poverty, sexism, an abusive pimp, or the like.

The reason I am doing it is because I am a virgin and the prospects don't look good for that changing. I have had many first dates and no second dates, never met a single girl who had a crush on me, and in the physical appearance department I am roughly a 4 to 6 depending on how much time I spend getting ready. I always look my best, of course, but I have off days. Generally, I have been told I give off a creepy vibe by the few women nice enough to answer the why of it. Didn't say anything creepy, didn't show up without a shower or talk about anything uncouth, it was just an "aura" I had, to use one of the girl's words. I have never understood the small unspoken cues and communication like other people seem to and there is no way to learn them, I have looked.

I learned how to move my hands while talking and how to alter the tone of my voice in conversation by watching and mimicking stand up comedians. I am not a complete freak but I simply don't see nonverbal cues, at all. The effort it would take to change that (something I have worked on for the past decade and a half) has come to outweigh the benefits and, as I now have a great deal of money, I feel that simply hiring an escort would grant me what I need. I haven't given up on changing myself, just considering options. Nothing set in stone here, that is why I am asking it.

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