Am I the only one who doesn't like his friends? Is it wrong?

Firstly, I don't think that I'm better than them. If anything, it's the opposite.

I was bullied a little when I was younger and most friendships that I had went badly (some my fault, some I was let down, others family got in the way). I've learned to keep my distance and always be careful of other's intentions.

As well as that, I find it hard to relate to people. I don't really party or do typical student things. I don't want to be targeted so I make sure that I always have a few friends around (plus it's less boring). But I don't actually enjoy their company that much. Maintaining social relationships is exhausting for me and I get little from it.

I treat them well and make them laugh (according to them) but I don't trust any of them.

Am I the only one? Is this wrong?
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