What's wrong with me? Why am I like this?

I don't know why, but I can't be emotionally attached to people. I don't know if this has anything to do with it, but I was physically abused until I was 5. Then I was adopted, and my adopted parents are verbally abusive. I don't know why, but I physically can't love anyone. Literally if anyone of my best friends, or my adopted parents, or any relatives were to die, I don't feel like I would even be bothered. I don't know why I'm like this, please don't say I'm heartless, I wish I could love, but I just can't. IM never sad at funerals, or when someone dies, or someone dislikes me. None of these things even bother me, don't think I'm saying they make me happy, im just saying they don't have any sort of an impact on me at all. Whats wrong with me? ):
What's wrong with me? Why am I like this?
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