You are so spot on. I'm glad you are doing well and thank you for the encouraging words.
You're so welcome 💛
Ahh, that's no good! Praying for you. Thank you for being on the frontlines. ❤
Thanks so much! Be safe and take care of yourself. *Air hugs!*
What do you do, if you dont mind my asking.
Department manager for agricultural supply and landscape bedding.
Yup. The lack of motivation is extreme these days.
I'm glad (sort of) I'm not the only one, at least. >.<Though I'd rather none of us had the problem.
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I can relate to so much of what you said. From the bullying to the parents not understanding to the best friend moving away (she moved back tho). For me, having a routine has kept me going. Keeps Ms outta my head most of the day. Without it, I'm forced to overthink my overthinking and it's hard. But I keep telling myself that there is light at the end of every tunnel. This will pass. And I say the same to you. Stay strong. My inbox is open if you ever need a virtual ear. ❤
Sorry to hear about your loss. It pretty tough. But all we can do is keep praying and trusting in God.
Thank you, yep I agree with you trust in God
Of course I remember you ❤! That's good to hear. Bar exam eh? I def think you'll make a great lawyer. I know you love a good debate!
I just started my attorney position on Monday!
Oh you have neighbors from hell too?
Wouldn't say from hell, its not a 1/10 bad. But its certainly a 4/10. Because of my health i need regular rest and since the quarentine thats not really been possible given he is in the room next to me and basically loud for 11 hours in the day.
Have you said anything?
That sounds like me before all of this lol. Every time I cough I freak out just a little more than the last time.
What do you write?
Well, i write my own series and then I and one of my female friends watch vampire dairies so we been writing fanfic and reading stuff like that.Being under this quarantined give me enough time to do my hobbies. And i wanna turn those things into money one day
That's awesome. I dabble in some writing myself. Just haven't been able to tap into my creative place during this quarantine
Just get some sun when there's no peoole around and it will come to you. Like
Yeah, I'm definitely more of a homebody. But I'm also a creature of habit. I like routine. I NEED routine. So without it I'm going bonkers. Thanks tho ❤
I'm sorry to hear about the bad news and I hope it gets better for you. As long as you can pull yourself out from the bottom of that bottle, then cool
I've never tried to drink this much after being sober for a month... but im drinking with a fallen comrades spirit tonight so i won't be alone.
Just be careful.
I reserve careful for horseshoes and hand grenades. Ill be fine. You need not worry.This is tradition when soneone from my old world passes.
Ok. But I still will lol
Fair enough. Im already half way through. Here's to you! Cheers!
Pretty soon ill be standing on my car in my boxers swinging my shirt around lol fuck im wasted
I'm not very social either. But I am a routine person so having my routine cut is affecting me.
Always a pleasure ✨
I know the feeling. You gotta stay strong tho. It'll be over soon.
That's good to hear
But I know it’s hard. I suffer from chronic anxiety and when all this started and schools closed (so I couldn’t work), I worried about money, I worried about my parents who are doctors, I worried about the illness, all of that. I still worry about some of my students who are currently not in a safe situation at home and now they are stuck there for the time being. I wasn’t sleeping or eating well, etc.But I focus on looking past that stuff. I’m exercising a whole lot more than I was in the last few months, I’m eating better, I’m focusing on things I enjoy doing, I take my dogs out for good walks each day as weather permits.
Yeah, I'm an educator as well so I share some of those same fears. But I try to keep my mood as positive as possible. I live inside my head tho and I feel trapped there lately.
Yeah not having the gym is taking a toll. I do at home stuff, but I miss the routine of going there.
I'm an over thinker and it's been really bad with not having the distraction of my routine.
And yeah I did.
Oh i still got my routine so im good. Im so happy with who went home! But im nervous that next week Nelson and Cory gotta battle in elim. I can't stand cory but i noticed the guys wrestling, one had a caramel arm and i think its nelson 😭
Yeah I'm not a fan of either of them so it didn't matter who went home for me. Dee is annoying AF and mad cocky. But I didn't see the preview for next week. Makes sense tho since Nelson and Corey are close.
Dees cockiness annoys me but i prayed for Tori or Ashley to go home so in satisfied
Well once I saw it was Ashley I knew it wasn't Dee that was gonna go home if she went in because of parts of the trailer with her in it that haven't been shown. But yeah, the only girl I'm really rooting for is Aneesa.
Im glad i didn't watch the trailer now lol. But twitter spoiled this season last season and luckily i only remember two things they said. It hasn't happened yet but its two people i dislike leavin so im all good
The seasons always get spoiled for me bc I just need to unfollow the MTV challenge IG. I already knew who won this season while last season was still only halfway done. I started to not even watch. But I'm curious now as to how it plays out.
Long as it ain't jordan, tori, rogan, bananas then im ok
Lol long list.
Well ik for sure it ain't two of em lol
Lol which two?
Ok u got me scared now 😂 but tori and jordan
Lmao I'm not saying anything
Well either way they said themHoes was gone so ima keepSmiling as if its true
I hope Tori goes ASAP
can't stand that wannabe black bit. Her scared ass shouldve gotten thrown in last night since she afraid of puzzles.
She acts so tough because she has Jordan.
Yea and im shocked he's been so supportive with her cause he degrades so many others. Maybe she is making him a better person. But i’ll still never get over him saying the N word and stuff so i’ll never root for him. I just want Hurricane Nia back on the show :(
Wait, when did he say the N word? I know he called Nia a monkey but I haven't heard of him using that word. Him and Nia were toxic AF on their season of Real World. I hated that she let him get to her on the challenge, but they're cool now it seems.
He said the N word on there as well. He said “N— porch monkey” and then he tweeted that the subtitles lied. They had it on subtitles cause the even person on the phone with him said dont say that. And yea theyre cool now but i dont trust him so its still a nope from me dawg
Racism is not something MTV cares about. They'll ban you for a bunch of other shit, but let you say something racist and they'll try to sweep it under the rug. Just like with Camila and Leroy.
And Ashley telling Cory (other cory) that she’d own him like her grandparents owned slaves. Thats why i’ll never support her, camila and jordan. So far im really liking Jay. I think he’ll become a fave of mine and i love how Swaggy and Bayleigh ride for eachother. They annoyed me on Big Bro because swaggy was cocky acting like Dee/Tori acts now. But he humbled himself for MTV so i love it. Kaycee need to step up cause she did good with challenges on Big Brother but she ain't standin out on here
I love Jay. He's definitely a new fav of mine. And yes I remember Trashley saying that shit to Corey. Swaggy and Bayleigh annoy TF outta me. Her more than him.
Hooooow? They ride for eachother hard. But they engaged irl and they closer than ever after she miscarried his baby in the Big Brother house
Because she's extra. This isn't a couples challenge. I know they're engaged. That's cool. Nothing wrong with riding for each other but don't act entitled. I really wish they would just stop putting BB people on here anyway.
Jordan and tori act more entitled than they do. Even paulie and cara did. But i hear ya. I like that big bro joined since i watched both shows. But i hear ya
Lol and I don't care for them either. I like Paulie outside of his relationship with Cara on the challenge. He plays better by himself. But whatev.
If you saw Paulie on Big Bro and how he did that black girl, you wouldn't fuck with him. But his brother Cody is I still like Cara and Wes but i haven't liked them the past 2-3 seasons
I finished Peach Girl too.
Thoughts on it? I wanted her with Toji first time i watched. But second time i watched i didn't want her with either honestly
I'm was totally team Toji and feel light he got slighted. I liked Kairi but after she realized that he still loved Miso, she settled. I didn't like that. I do feel like she was a bit too dependent on both of them in regards to her happiness.
Yea thats why i liked the show cause back then i was too dependent on my crushes 🙈 but i hated Sae/Sai yet felt bad for her when it came to her dating kairis brother or whoever that was. I ain't seen the show in forevr
Sae was a bitch. Karma got to her with her dating Ryo. But I feel like she still got what she wanted in the end because Toji and Momo didn't end up together.
Things will get better 🤗 Or so someone's always telling me. Now who was that hmmm🤔 lol
Lol I have no idea.
It'll come to me 🤔🤣🤣
Yeah most people do.
Thank you ❤
Thanks. Glad you're feeling better.
I feel ya. Hang in there tho. This will pass.
Yeah, sounds like me. It's just been more straight depression lately.
Yeah, I feel you😭
Learning to be content is a major thing.
That's great. You picked up something good.
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope it gets better for you.
Thank you and sorry for going dark on you
It's all good. I've been there before.
I feel ya
That's my every day life.
Well I'm glad to hear that
That's an upside. Glad to have my mama with me.
Definitely annoyed with a lot of things
Haha yes. Mostly annoyed with not being able to go out or get sleep at night
Well I couldn't sleep before all this
Same.. and I was used to that. But it's just gotten worse now... sorta amplified.
Yeah, I get that.
I try to think that way
Awww Waffley. It'll be ok bud. ❤
I feel like its too late for me, I'll never find love, never have a career, never have a seminormal life.I just wish I could curl up in bed and have my heart stop and drift off
Your heart is still beating for a reason! It's not too late. Never too late.
I'm sorry to hear that. Sending you some love. ❤❤❤
Thankyou so much
Why is that?
Working from home.. and its not as comfortable working in the office used to be.It takes 1 hour to do a simple thing which will take just 20 mins in the office 😒
I want my office back 😭
Makes sense. I'm an educator so trying to teach kids remotely is also a struggle. But they have to learn.
Which I probably am considering how much I drink sometimes. My liver probably isn’t like it.
Not healthy Papi. Gotta protect your organs.
someone has to drink all the wine
What kind of wine?
I'm working from home so I'm occupied at times. I just miss my routine.
Yeah dont I know it. I miss being able to get out
Dont worry things will get better
Yeah it's definitely not the best situation