God damn... the sh*t parents say to their kids sometimes. /sigh :-(
Yeah, you have fears but you aren't bitter. I understand that.
I had to deal with that kinda crap from my mother, whenever she got in a mood. Heck she even made a point of telling me that she took my college fund to buy a house, as she figured I would never make anything of myself anyway. Then there was bullying at school. It was pretty intense. Daily sh!tkickings, that eventually escalated to groups of people beating me. One case I probably could have died. Oh and teachers. You people wouldn't believe how the teachers handled things, even if I told you.
It didn't make me a bitter person. :) Maybe I became anxious and I over-analyze but I never reflect the anger/pain I have inside on to others.
I used tobe like that. It gets worse if you don't do something man, in my opinion you should seek help and start to unload all that.
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No offense, but, really? All it took was a few rejections to make you bitter? How harsh were the rejections?
I don't wish to talk about them, how about that? lol
Fair enough. Sorry.
@toban, it's not the amount of rejections or how bad they where, is the ability to withstand that particular wieght when it came. That weight may be veri light for some who had proper training before, may cause injury to someone else who for whatever reason did not happen to be at the life gym ever before. At least, so I explain to myself my own sh*t;)