I recently tried out for soccer (Goalie) and I was going against a girl who played for 3 years and a girl who played for 1 year. I never played soccer ever but trying out and possibly making the team was my source of happiness. The assistant coach told me to wear contacts and try out next year. And head coach said I had potential. I was sooo sad I didn’t make the team everyone in school was rooting for me :( I just don’t know how to be happy now.