I wish you the best, just having the desire to quit is a big step.
I don't think I made the big one. It's always been easy for me to admit my faults. I might have even used it as a way to dodge them for people who accuse me of faults because some seem taken aback that I offer no resistance. But I'm not sure if the determination is there to actually fix those faults. I'm happy to admit them left and right. I always found that easy. Fixing them is the hard part. :-D
I got the part down of admitting my faults. People call me stupid and instead of defending, I'll elaborate on how stupid I am. I'll give them even more reasons to call me stupid. I think some people close to me used to perceive me as some "enlightened" person that way. But I haven't fixed most of these faults whatsoever. I've just learned the way of disarming people by acknowledging them.
I find it quite hypocritical for anyone to point out another’s shortcomings,struggles or faults, when they have their own shit they need to work on fixing.
I only find it cold and detached when they accuse me of mine that I share but they don't want to share theirs. Then I am at a disadvantage. There exist a certain coldness and guardedness to many people I have yet to master. I also wish I could tell my loved ones, starting with my wife, how I really felt about them. Dunno why I can't. I call myself unfiltered but here I'm at a loss for words.
Just think of it as a momentary delay instead of a stoppage KO.
I will, I just need motivation again
I understand that, try surrounding yourself with people that support you achieving that milestone.
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