Eventually it was a bad situation, because it was some sort of game without any winner. She had otter guys to gain attention from me and vice versa.
I know we still have that unbelievable chemistry which I dont have with any one else in this Way.
I Hung out with her for about 9 months before this happened.
I consider sending a card to show her I still want her. Maybe anonymous to see how she reacts and if she knows that it is me. To do or not to do?