I thought I gave my heart away. I thought I never got it back and then I realized I was CONFUSED! I've never been big on emotions ( I more so suppress everything ) I pride myself on being ''strong'', ( don't we all) but I met a boy ( years back) who changed my view on matters of my heart. Problem is things didn't work out and for the past 3 years they haven't been. I've never loved again never came close. . I got back in contact with my old ''friend'' and it feels like home with him still and then I realize old feelings are resurfacing. . So I'm confused. . Did I give my heart away and never got it back? Or is it just I remember what he use to be like. . And that's familiar to my heart? I don't know
your hurt not dead, so no worries. i can see you are that kind of person who take relationship very seriously. which is a wonderful thing. yet don't try to beat your self up.