Eating disorder?

are you asking if you have an eating disorder? Yes, I am almost certain you do.

Clinically I wouldn't call it an eating disorder but you're on that path.

You're anonymous, so could you please tell me your height and weight? I always tell girls that being a little thick or being a little thin isn't unattractive, it's when you're too far to one side that you're going to have problems.

I recently lost a girl I cared very much about to an eating disorder, I don't want to see that happen to another person.

It is probably anoxeria. Just eat, I know that sounds lame but food isn't evil, food is to help your body, not hurt it. I'm sorry if this sounds mean, but I went through the same thing when I hit puberty and that's what people told me. You're doing a lot of damage to your body by not eating.

Anytime that you're eating less than 1,200 calories a day for a significant time period, it's considered to be an eating disorder.

I hope you won't throw up again,and you won't fasting again...u should be strong,work out and eat healthy meals every day.Think about that-love yourself,change ur life-but not ur body.
If you realy into changing ur look-do it in an another way.
Sport,healthy eating-u would look so beautiful(I promise you,don't be like those girls...look at Lindsay Lohan now..eww)
I understand you tho,u are not alone with those probs.But not eating won't help,u will always lose weight and than gain it back.And it wil cause more probs...Just try to live a healthy life.
Do you have some probs with ur life,with friends,family or personal life? You can change it,don't hurt yourself.I know from personal experiance,that if I can't controll my life,i begin to concentrate on my weight-but the real prob is not my body..the real prob is the way of thinkig about life.
I hope it helped,take care