Will I ever get over my first love?

If you've gotten back together and tried again for it to still not work I'd say that confirms you need to move on.

Going just by that I would simply say YES.

But what were the reasons for you not to be together? You're saying you were in love with each other, so if that's still the case there's some easy conversation you should do with him:
WHAT WENT WRONG

What could you change.
What could he change.

Are both of you able to change to the extent that you don't change who you are but so much that you can become happy together? If you can answer that question with a yes, the you're good to go but both of you would need to change quite a bit.


But since you've mentioned it's on- and off-going for over a year I assume there are just some difficulties between the two of you that can't be overcome too easily, so yeah, maybe you really might be better off without him.

if you were meant to be together forever you have stayed together after hooking up the second time. he was ur first love so you'll never really get over it but you know what your next love may be right in front of you and you can't see it because your dwelling on ur ex. let it go and be happy that you have loved and will again. from what I see your beautiful so get out there and show people. good luck

Look at it like this, that's why it's called a first love. you are young, there will be more loves in your life. If you have already tried repetedly and still nothing then I wouldn't suggest waisting anymore time. Maybe later on in life you two will have experinced love with others and realize it is only right with each other anyway good luck.

Getting back with an ex is normally very hard as:
a) you broke up for a reason
b)If this reason/reasons are not dealt with, then it is a problem that will continue to persist.
c)The fact you have broken up before generally instigates a lack of trust , or a sense of worry in the relationship that the person will break up with you again.

As pointed out above, you did not make it clear as to the reasons why you both broke up. However, if it has been a year and nothing has happened, then it is generally a good idea to accept this relationship will not continue and attempt to live your life without that person.

I know that is probably the last thing you want to hear; but everyone has had a first love, or a break up that has crushed them. However, perhaps try to see it as a lesson and become a stronger person because of it. A year is a very long time to keep emotional baggage or to keep on hoping, so for your sake, I'd advise you to move on.