Sorry- this is kinda long. So I've been seeing this guy for almost a year, 10 and a half months to be exact, and he's great. Most of the time. He can get really aggressive and he's really sensitive, and always asking me if I'm trying to break up with him if we're having an argument. He's said he'd kill himself if I ever left him or he'd run away from home. And everything has to be this huge issue with him. He goes on and on about how awful his day was (we go to different schools) every night when we talk, and its getting quite depressing. I'm almost never allowed to be in a good mood when I'm with him, and I can't be talking to anyone else when he's there. He's kind of obsessing over me. Like, constantly telling me how much he loves me. But if I leave, he'd do something I know I'd feel guilty for. He's almost always making me feel guilty. But then once he feels like he's done something wrong, he gets mad at himself and starts saying things like "I shouldn't be alive. " And I have to tell him I'M the one who's sorry. Another thing is that we haven't been really very physical. I'm kind of the save-sex-till-marriage kinda person, and he claims to be as well. But I've given him a handjob & he's fingered me. Once. I didn't like it. Then he asked if I would give him a blow job, and I said I'd think about it, but that I would do it before we got married. IF we got married. But the one time I was getting warmed up to it, we got caught in a dark room together and I was completely embarrassed. He was mad and left me there alone to explain to the adult who had walked in what was going on. So I told him we weren't going to do anything sexual for a while and he said okay. But last night I said something about not blowing him till we got married and he got pissed. He TOLD me he'd be pissed if he didn't get it soon. But I'm not willing to.
Now I'm stuck. I want to, but I don't. He's really funny, and he wasn't like this when I made the promises that I did. If I do let him go, how am I supposed to? I know I'm going to break his heart either way, but I've never been in this kind of relationship. He just wasn't like this before. I miss the old him.
This guy seems mentally unstable. And despite his personal issues with himself, that was totally not cool of him to walk off when you and him got caught.
In the short writing you've provided enough info to clarify that YOU ARE NOT HAPPY IN THIS RELATIONSHIP. Marriage? No way, you would be miserable. If this guy is this possessive & obsessive now, imagine how he'd be once you 'belonged' to him. Not a pretty sight, trust me.
In the beginning he was great because you didn't KNOW him yet. The true colors weren't out and he could put on a mask for a while. Now his true colors are coming out and come to find out, this guy really isn't as great as you thought. Count your blessings, at least you found out about this before you got marriage into the mix. As for ''fixing the problem'', there you go again thinking that YOU should be the one saving this relationship. It's HIM who's playing mind games, controlling, and being obsessive over you. You've done nothing wrong but try to attend to his needs and he's practically demanding you give him a blow job or he's going to blow his fuse. You know in your gut is he is changeable, chances are, this is who he really is and it isn't just a 'phase'.
The ultimate decision is up to you, is this guy worth your unhappiness?
Ok this MAY sound weird but oh lord I know what you mean. My ex boyfriend was like that. Ok my advice to you is to Tell this to someone you know. Someone you trust maybe even more than one person. You have to trust them From what I see he's. I don't know. Weird? sometimes guys say that they're going to kill themselves to just make us not break up with them but it's always good to have people know about it in case he's serious :S but lets hope not. Do not do any other sexual activity with him. 1. It makes us girls fall for them even more and 2. He might think that your relationship is serious and from what I know this is not the best time for him to know that. You always have to try to make it work first. Specially if you love him if it gets out of hand say if you don't change we might have to break up tell him that you liked who he was before not who he is now Do this in public :S well not in front of all his friends not at school like when you're at a mall when nobody is sitting around you but still not a place that's too empty if he still doesn't change break up. Don't say I have to think about it, I need a break. Because if he's like that he's not going to let you go. Let him know that it's totally over! Don't be afraid of breaking his heart because what he's doing to you now is worse than you breaking his heart.
The way you talked about him Lol I agree with the other person. Makes him sound kind of mental so if all you said is true. If it gets out of hand tell your parents! It is important and it can get scary
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When: 7 months ago
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