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You know when I break up with my very first lover, I also have a great feeling that he will come back to me and hoping that our new relationship will be refreshing and much happier and fun than before, but it was just a hope that ambiguous. Now it's been 3 years, and he never there and come back to me. My relationship situation also has some similarity difficulty as yours, since the early our relationship, we often fight and until this great fight that make him gave up. We both make a mistake, but I am the major mistake in this break up, yes, I am emotional,sensitive, jealous and all the girl's emotion weaknesses. Do you?Guys always get bored with this.But guys too have their irritate and annoying behavior. We have to admit that, you know.One thing that I am not feel peace inside is I still love him though, I can't lie to my self, I don't know what to do.So,i did one last decision once and for all, after 3 years, I ask him whether I'll lose him forever or not and he answer yes.Then, I just step forward and move on my life. Sometimes, you have to accept the reality that even we feel that they belong to us, but it may be wrong, we don't know. So rather you keep believing he will come back to you, you just have to reconsider it again. You make decision.
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