What do you do?

Despite what you may think there are people out there who love you VERY much and who will be extremely hurt, upset, confused and guilty about you doing something drastic like killng yourself. My uncle killed himself on new years day a couple of years ago and to this day I still cannot say that I am over it. I was completely devestated and still think that I should have done something to stop him. Think about the person that will find you. DON'T DO THIS! It makes me sad to think that you feel you have nobody. I know what it feels like to have these thoughts, trust me, I personally know. But I could never do it to the people in my life.

You know you can pray to God to help you get out of that mode your in right now...I know it might seems weird to you now...But believe me it really works...Especially when you are not expecting it...Trust me I know...I was feeling low in my life at one point, and I prayed and he heard my prayers. Now I have a whole different approach on life. Good luck

You posting this is proof in itself that you want to live and you want help. Sometimes life seems like a dark tunnel and you feel like there is no way out. But you just have to remember that feeling like that is just temporary. Just because things seem bleak now, does not mean that you won't have the most amazing life in the future. You should be excited about what is in store for you. One day something will happen to change your way of thinking. Just live day by day for now until the feelings subside. Try to meet new friends or research depression and how to get out of it. Or drink lots of coffee, turn your music up loud and dance like a complete idiot for a while. :)