I love wanting to be bulimic

It sounds like you are developing an eating disorder, if you don't have one already! Seek professional help for this before its too late.

Sweety. No no no, you got to stop you are not in control listen to you, its got you. I was like this to from 13 to 17 it was not good. If I didn't get pregnant and start eating I really don't know where I would be right now, I also am bipolar too you need to get some help before this get worse. And I will say you are not mental or anything.

Bulemia and anorexia are dangerous mental/pychological diseases that destroy your body and eventually kill you. I would recommend talking to a psychiatrist or adult about this because it's not really healthy to want to have a disease.

Girl you got problems no one I know wants to be bulimic - the anonymous user below said it all - especially she went through it - why would you even wanna do it - its not healthy, its not beautiful and its definitely not attractive...I don't even know why would you ever wanna be something like this...

You are what is becoming the term a "wannarexic" and I'm sorry but people like you just annoy me.

I've been bulimic with anorexic tendencies for the past 5 years of my life and it's a horrible way to live. Nobody with this disease loves it or enjoys it. It's painful to count every calorie, to literally be terrified of food, to hate your body, to loathe your life, to live based on the scale, to spend hours exercising, to cry when you binge and can't purge, to have people constantly on you about your weight, to try and fill a hole in your life through food. How nothing is ever enough. Really, you're young and I encourage you to stop doing this before it's too late and you enter a world that grabs you and never lets you go.

You know what also hurts?

Being cold all the time.
Being scared that you'll lose your teeth because guess what? Throwing up eats away at the enamel on your teeth leading to all sorts of problems, including tooth decay and teeth falling out. Yes, it's very attractive to have no teeth.

Having your hair start falling out
Having stomach pain/cramps all the time
Having no energy, wanting to stay in bed all day, losing your social life
Feeling alone all the time
Heart conditions
Kidney problems
Worrying each time you throw up that you'll esophagus will burst and your family will find your body collapsed, dead over a toilet full of puke (look up a video on You Tube of a forensic, real life bulimic who was found dead like this...the image is disturbing enough to maybe shake up your senses)
The worst? Death...anorexia and bulimia are life threatening illnesses and it's so scary to go to bed each night wondering if you'll wake up the next day.

I'm sorry if I sound mean but this is the life of someone with an ED...it's not glamourous, it's not fun. It's hell.

If you continue to feel this way, get help before it's too late. Trust me when I say, you don't want this, it's not exciting. It's agony.