Near Suicide

I know that you wrote this 2 months ago and I hope you're doing better hun. I understand where you're coming from completely, and although at times it seems as though someone's playing a cruel game with your well being, just remember that you will never be fed more than you can swallow. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It's also selfish because even though it may not feel like it at times, there are people that love you and care about you. If you ended your life, you'd just be transferring your pain over to them and that's not fair. It helps to talk about what's bothering you instead of bottling it up inside and also writing or drawing. Find some sort of outlet to just get it out of your system. Instead of thinking of the reasons you want to end your life, think of the reasons you have to live. If you're like me, it's harder to think of the good when there's so much bad, but all the bad helps us appreciate the good. Don't blame yourself for that girl being a backstabbing bitch hun. You did your best and that's all you can do. Don't let her win by destroying yourself. Find someone better and forget her, she's not worth it. Take care and God Bless.

Ok sweetie you have enough answers to stop you from doing something stupid - suicide is never the answer to anything - no matter how many times you may look into it - it will still show you something that doesn't exist. First off - we all have problems, you have that kind of problem with a girl - its just a girl - just this one stupid selfish bitch (no offense) and a friend - now I have friends but over the years I dropped most of them cause they all stabbed me in the back, they all stole guys away from me and they all did drugs - most of them even ended up in jail. My point is - is it worth killing yourself over something stupid? There are plenty of fishes in the sea - there are plenty of other women out there - not all of us are the same - not all of us want stupid material things - most of us want guys like you - who are caring and loving I'm saying that cause you sound like it. And as for friends like I said there's really no such thing as friends - no matter who disagrees with me cause friends they're there for the time being and that's it - but you are here with yourself as long as god wants you to be. Trust me - I have worser problems than you - I even thought of commiting suicide too cause people used to beat me up when I was a kid - everyday this girl would beat me up for no damn reason and when I finally stood up for myself - she never touched me again, then I lost a father at the age of 10, my mom is sick physically she can't do anything right about now like lifting heavy things, I can't find a job oh and on top of that I may have an illness how great is that but you know what my faith is alive I believe that god has a different plan for me cause my point to all this was that killing yourself over a bitch and an asshole is the stupidest thing to ever do - all that will show is that your weak - people who commit suicide are weak and also good things come to those who wait and another one we get the things we want when we least expect them so trust me on this one your problem is not any worse not even close to worse compared to a bum living on the street - if you think negatively like you do then what's the point of living?

Hey, hey, hey. Take a deep breath. Life sucks. I'll be the first to agree with you. I've had crappy relationships, I'm permanently handicapped with a condition that they can only kind of treat, I can't enjoy sex, plus whatever else happens to come up on a given week. But you know what? If God's pointing and laughing at you, laugh back. The best way to get through anything tough is to have a sense of humor. Hell, for this situation, step back and look at it as if you accidentally turned on a daytime soap opera. There are enough twists.

If she dumped you, after all of that, with no feeling or anything on her part, which one of you is missing out? Pretty soon, she'll have realized what a good thing she had, and what an idiot she is for letting it go. You, on the other hand, are now free to find someone who WILL appreciate you and what you bring to a relationship. And friends come and go - like the girl, a friend who abandons you...is that someone you want around?

Now, I want you to close your eyes and imagine a really short, goofy looking blonde chick bouncing around and singing "Don't worry...be happy..." with a fake reggae accent. That should be enough to make anyone at least smile. Believe me - I've watched myself do it in the mirror, and it's completely absurd.

There's too much left for you to do for you to give it up without a fight. There would be a you-shaped hole in a lot of peoples' lives.

Omg don't kill yourself. like people said on here they aren't worth it. there are so many people in the world you just haven't found that special person but you will just keep looking and they will come to you. don't commit suicide think of all the people who love you.

like people say everything happens for a reason and makes you stronger.
god is with you!!
keep on living

First off, you give some of the best advice on here. If you are having a horrible time with life right now, you can message me and I will talk to you as long as you want. But, to end your life over a jerk and a girl who doesn't know what a great good hearted person you are is not the thing to do. God doesn't punish us. God, leads us down different paths and gives us heartbreak so we know when we do have the good stuff happen it was worth the pain. You know, in November I seriously was going to do it. Commit Suicide. Read my story. I had a bottle of Ambien and Vicadin and was ready. But, you know what? We both have a lot to live for. Even though it might seem things suck and you will never dig yourself out of this? You will. God doesn't put more on our plate than we can handle. I know I sound stupid but, you are you and there is only one of you. If this girl can't see that? Is she worth your life? No. Again, if you want to talk you can contact me. I hope that this helps. Don't do it. Love yourself and realize that there is so much out there to live for. Find a new friend and a girl who is a good person like you are. Lesae

Omggg don't freaking kill yourself. All you're doing is wasting time on this one girl and a supposed best friend. You obviously care and have a heart. I beat you're a freaking awesome person. Do you know how many people are in the world? Not just the two of your crappy friends. Find someone worth your time. I'm sorry all of this is happening to you but you shouldn't kill yourself.

Life can certainly be tough sometimes. And just as death is out there waiting for all of us, so too are the worst, hardest moments of our lives. It sounds like you have hit one of those and we know that is terrible.

Please bear in mind that the heart of what you feel is sadness. Anger, violent feelings, and anxiety all distract us from that, which can be a real shame because, for all its terrors, sadness is at least soft and can offer relief when your emotions are tearing you up inside. To toss in another Nietzsche quote: It is by invisible hands that we are tortured worst.

I think you should let yourself be gentle and kind toward yourself and your anger over the next week. Acknowledge your sadness over this girl and your less than stellar friend. Take time to cry and get it out. Raging against the pain only brings more pain, but being kind toward yourself and letting the emotions out can reduce the pain.

But also know that it gets better. Life offers its bleak moments, but you'll make it through.

Listen to Lesae; she's been there! I have too; my ex-wife left me 6 years ago for an old boyfriend. I hate even thinking about that! We all have experiences in life that make us want to just pack it in. But don't! There are a lot of people in your life that care about you, whether you realize it or not. Many of them are on this site! So calm down, and talk to us! We all care about you as a human being, even though we don't know you personally. Its not worth taking your life over one ex- girlfriend and one ex-friend. You will get through this! It just takes time!

BTW, don't curse GOD. He is the true light, and your path to Salvation! Prayer definitely helps! Try it. He's always listening;he loves you!

Don't be an idiot. Suicide is the most pussy, back out thing you could ever do, think of your mum !

Man up! Grow some balls

Realise there are about 3 billion other women in the world, you have a chance with everyone of them.

"what ever doesn't kill you makes you stronger" -Nietzsche