Hello, I am 18 years old and 3 months ago I met this woman (she is 34) online. I don't have any good friends except her and I consider her my best friend, and she is the nicest person I've ever met. But she has a boyfriend but she is not married and doesn't have kids. Yesterday we went on a date and it got to sex at the end. I said that I really like her and that I really want to be more than just friends but she said it can't be because of the age difference but she said she does find me attractive. I asked her if she would like to go on another date and she said sure. So I don't know what to do. I think I am in love with her, I never met someone like her who is so nice to talk to and all, also she understands me well and we always share our good and bad feelings. She is the closest person I have but does the age difference really matters so much? I hope she will fall in love with me too and maybe we can be something more. But really I am lost.
Actually, age does matter. You just do not have anyone else that's why you are feeling that way. The thing that you have about her is infatuation and lust only. Try to date girls close to your age to get over her. Do not dwell on this too much. just enjoy the friendship and sex that you have.