I want to do this because I really wished I waited to have sex until marriage and I just want to know how it feels to make a man wait for me. I mean, I'll miss it because I already know how it feels, but I'd be so happy to do it the right way. It's like I'm not really a virgin, but I'll be a virgin to my partner which is just as special. Will it be hard though?
Believe me being a virgin isn't easy!! I am a virgin myself and I have been tempted many a times and have been very close to giving it up you just have to find other things to keep you distracted!! If you like sex a lot then masturbate more... You just have to find something that works for you!! For instance that special someone your waiting for do it for him whoever that lucky guy may be!!
Yeah that is understandable but if you truly have your heart set on it you can do it, it's self discipline like you said, and the sex thing is understandable, just believe in yourself, and whenever you want sex tell yourself the you want to be celibate, or just take a trip to your bedroom.