When things can't be ok?

It used to be ok

to

just love you
as a friend.

It used to be ok
to see you

smile at me

or talk to me

while at work.

It was so nice
to hear you laugh,
for you to wonder
what I really
felt about you.

It used to be ok
that your heart
was more passionate
about someone else

because that was
who you were with

I was ok

To just enjoy
my freedom
and to have
a sexy friend.

Everything was ok
when I was ok
with not having
anyone for a while.

I was ok about
feeling
numb
blank
and alone.

But it all changed
when reality

Hit me again

To see you in
your prison attire

When I saw you

Hardening To
more and more
numb
blank
and Alone.

All of the…
numbness,
the blankness
and all that
aloneness
made me not
feel ok with it.

And when you
became so gone
and didn’t care at all.

When you just sat
there as I knew
that you had pain
but you let it
pretend to not be.

I was not ok
with any of it anymore.

And I am not ok
that I can’t be ok.

I can’t be ok

that i have to forget

everything at all

I can't be ok
that
I love you too much

to just let you go


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What Girls Said 1

  • I could feel the pain in those words. 💔I felt quite emotional reading that. The words are so deep

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What Guys Said 1

  • That's so Deep, Adele is rolling on it.. Serious.

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