I feel tired going on in life :(?

I feel so alone and feels like nobody is going to support me. I am tired fighting my own battles, keeping strong and accepting the reality that there I will be always alone. My family don't have trust on me and only thinks I am only capable of making mistakes. That is why I grew up not confident person. I work so hard in my college , aiming for honor and have a good job to make my family proud of me, but I was WRONG :(. They still don't believe in me and feeling not enough.

A lot guys wants to date me. I tried to talk to them but it just feel so plain or maybe I just don't have feelings. I admit that I was not yet able to move on from my ex boyfriend who happened to my first love and first kiss. I loved him so much but then he only leave me with no explanation. :'( . I tried crawling back to him and let him feel I love him so much. But , he is only interested to our conversation when he hears about my achievements in my life. He onced said to me before, he will make me an official girlfriend if I become successful in life. And his actions today shows. Yes, He says sweet words but never does in action. He is inconsistent (sweet today and tomorrow no, next week sweet again, next no), he never showed me in public or nobody knows that we are together, I don't really feel special person.
Sometimes , I go to coffee shop spending my time alone. I don't know but a tear fell down on my face. Saying , why people treated me bad , why i always feel not good enough to anyone ,.
Every morning I wake up , I want to sleep again , I don't want to go out and I started to do bad on my job. Because I am already feeling so tired


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  • My opinion? You care WAY too much about what other people think about you and it's weighing on you like an anchor.
    Shed the expectations of others - if your family doesn't believe in you, so what? Family loves you but is usually your harshest critic, and if you can't stand their negative vibe right now, don't give place to it. Your boyfriend sounds like a grade A loser. Either he accepts you for who you are, or he is an asshole plain and simple.
    SO I say get rid of all the negativity in your life - and lady there is a lot of it - and I think you'll see a world of difference in your circumstances

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  • Just have a conversation with me when u feel lonely here. 💕

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