I honestly dont think i have a hard time finding a boyfriend.
Its just that i dont want to take the first thing that comes my way.
I grew up without a father, my mother would date different menn and it would sometimes last from few months to her longest relationship was for 7 years, so basically i saw a lot of men coming and going and they would fight and not have a great loving relationship.
I dont want to end up like that, im 22 and I've slept with 3 guys, the first who i was in love with for 4 years and he was a douch bag to me, the second was one night stand, and the third was with a guy i recently dated who i liked a lot and was the first one who really made me feel loved and all that good stuff, but he doesn't live in my town and he has a lot going on so we can't date at the moment.
I just dont want to date and than end up sleeping with them and for it to go nowhere, i dont want a lot of guys on my list, so I've come to the conlusion to just never date again.. just be alone and dont deal with the heart aches.
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No it's nothing weird just get out there..0