I feel emotionless
I don't know what I want in love anymore
I don't even know who I am
I've turned from obsessed with a relationship/marriage idea to just having commitment issues.
I'm looking for a guy that will just turn my life around for the better.
They all leave, one way or the other.
I've come into conclusion that is best I become cold.
Never have expectations/illusions on someone.
Be little them.
Anything so I can just hate them, instead of falling for someone then get hurt as they go.
I've always had bad luck in relationships.
Never one relationship I'm proud of or ended in good terms.
I'm starting to think love isn't meant for me.
Most Helpful Guy
Stop looking, and you're more likely to have good luck... be patient... if meeting someone to love were that easy, we wouldn't appreciate it nearly as much. And I understand your plight completely, I'm there (haven't gotten beyond a 2nd date in about two and a half years) but you know what? It's okay... I know I'm a cool person and I know there are tons of cool girls out there. Hang in there, never give up but while you are waiting, make your life awesome and don't let one minute go wasted just because you are single. When you are happy with who you are and your life in general, is when you are truly ready to be a good partner to someone else and share your wonderful life.0