I got badly friendzoned by a girl a month ago. I've searched every where to see if there was any hope, haha, and, there is none. I've completely given up, congratulations, you win, I have nothing but complete hatred and utter contempt for life. All I want to do is go in the bathroom and hang myself. Don't give me some nonsense about how "I'll find another girl" or "she wasn't the one". I don't care about any other girl, she was special to me. Don't you idiots get it? There is no hop, hope is a lie, there's only pain and emptiness. It's said that in the Greek tale of Pandora's box, hope was the most evil thing released upon the box's opening, fitting, I'd say. Hope made me stave off my thoughts of suicide, and I finally realize that it was all false. I see everything clearly now, I'm simply not allowed to be happy. I can't have friends, can't get close to people, and can't be with the girl I love, haha, what a cruel joke life is. I'm so sick of people, why can't they just accept it? Life is just pointless and empty, there is absolutely no reason to live. I truly won't ever love another girl, they are beyond worthless to me. I wish I died. I truly wish she just shot me and ended my life the day she rejected me. I'm ultimately a complete loser. Doesn't everyone see? Love is just pain, it's nonsensical, and superfluous, and anyone that believes in it as a misguided idiot. I tried to have hope, I really did, but every where I turned, people said to give up hope, and, you know what? They were right, hope is evil. I'd be better off dead, in fact, I'd say I probably deserve to die at this point, that'd be preferable. I don't care what you say, things won't ever get better, she was my last hope for happiness, now it can't be happy, not ever again.
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So what you are saying is your whole life surrounds girls? Dude, I know the pain. I liked a guy so badly and he friendzoned me. I liked him for eleven years so yea it hurt. I had worse things happening in life though, my parents were emoionally and mentally abusive to me (and still are,) we are in poverty, physical violence occurred, all of my friends abandoned me, my dad was dying, it was really tough. I reccomend you dedicate your life to something you love. Maybe try writing songs or stories to get through the pain? That is what I have been doing. Trust me, it eases the pain when you concentrate on one thing in your life. Just try forme, please? You are worth it. I have been through battles and I am just starting to see the bright light in that dark sky night if you may say. I also reccomend listening to upbeat songs and power through life. Take action. Make her regregret friendzoning you. I personally listen to Owl City's "Ultraviolet" EP, it describes my life and it may help you. If not, try some Blink 182. I live life to the fullest by traveling and performing my music at different cities. I hope everything works out for the best. Please comment below if you need more help or advice.0