I've been in a quite a few relationships... most are online and the guy end up always not liking me and breaks up with me in the end... I am a tomboy but there are times I try to look pretty but I feel like it gets no ones attention... I've had a girlfriend but I broke up with her cause she only treated me like a boy, but I figured out I'm straight... but I feel like life if taking me no where... literally everyone around me has a significant other and is happy and being lovey dovey... I want that.. I really do... I feel hopeless, the only guy who was close to ever liking me was my best friend... I used to like him, and he told me he liked me back.. and it brang up old feelings to the surface... but the thing is he has a girlfriend... but he continued to play with my feelings.. one day we even hung out at his place but one thing led to another and we had sex.. I didn't like it... and I can tell he didn't either.. but he stopped talking to me after that day ever since.. I feel like a insecure mess... like no one would want me... I don't like who I am, I don't like what I see in the mirror anymore, and whenever I wake up, I wake up alone and probably always will be... sorry for bothering anyone with my problems it's just... no one takes to time to listen to me.
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Aww this is sad to hear because I think before you meet someone else, you need to start remembering the things you like to do that make you happy. Or find new things that make you happy to get your mind off these things. Almost all of us are going to meet someone eventually, and it sounds like you have no issue with attracting guys and girls. You are a cute girl with a cute haircut :) and certainly will attract someone else some day. But for NOW, I would forget that and try and do things either by yourself or with friends that you remember made you happy. If it's listening to old music that you used to like when you were 12 as you fall asleep at night, or making yourself a nice breakfast, visit an animal shelter and play with a dog, whatever it is that has nothing to do with meeting someone - just do something that makes you happy again. I know from experience that this sort of pick-me-up DOES change how people see you and when you get your little glow back, people notice it and it might be the start of a relationship some day. Until then, being this down on yourself for being alone is something people are noticing whether you realize it or not. Besides, there is nothing wrong with time to yourself. :) Everything you do is just for you right now and you don't need to answer to anyone for doing what you like to do (except maybe your parents if they still have rules of the house put on you). Time will make things easier, but maybe some other nice comments here will cheer you up, and today will be the first day that you begin a new you, and like who you are. :)0