Okay so I recently started a new school to be with my siblings. I was put in a catholic school. The first day I was kinda having a panic attack. I was so nervous when I walked Into the classroom. My mother had to come with me to get some forms from my home room teacher and as soon as we walked into the classroom one of the boys called out "look another new girl" and when I looked over I saw him. He was sitting there alongside his friends and he looked so perfect and cute. I looked away quickly because I was scared of him looking at my flaws. When the teacher said to sit anywhere I stood there frozen and I couldn't talk. My mom sounded very sincere when she asked me where I wanted to sit. When I didn't answer my mom just put me on the left side if the classroom more towards the back. Tomorrow I start my second week of school. The past week I have been steeling glances at him and he has caught me almost every time. Maybe he thinks I'm weird? He keeps his distance and I don't think he likes me. I'm bigger then the girls in my class. I overheard one of the girls saying they weigh 80 something pounds and I'm over here weighing 160... I'm thicker I guess you can say. I wear size 13 pants while a size 5 on my friends is loose. I wear glasses and have acne and try and look cute but I don't think it's working. The more I think about it the more I know the possibility is very low. I watch him play football at our lunch break. He is very fit, has very nice mussles, and is very sporty. I'm the total opposite and have health issues and can't run or jog for a long period of time. I don't think he will accept me. I don't want to approach him because I'm to scared but I really want to be with him or at least get to know him. His blue eyes seal the deal. I need help... What should I do? Am I just completely hopeless? I mean I am short and fat so I guess I probably should just move on and accept the fact that he won't find me attractive or even view me as a option. Help.
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Aw! Don't be so harsh, I do the same also, but be confident! :)
I think it's hard to tell whether he likes you or not. But keep chatting to him and see how things go. Maybe add him on Facebook, if you find chatting in person too nerve-wrecking.
But if he keeps glancing at you, he probably thinks you're beautiful, and might like you!
Good Luck! x1