Okay so let me first get this straight.. I am 14, almost 15 and i have never had my first kiss.. I have had a boyfriend but he was extremely rude to everyone including his Mom, it was so depressing to watch. Anyways, i just feel so lonely and i don't know how to cope, i feel as if i am an attractive person, but not drop dead gorgeous. Can anyone relate when they were my age? I self harm where no one can see.. so that shouldn't be a problem. I try my best to seem happy.. what do people see in me that is unlikable? This is a greater problem than a kiss.. it's just love.. i want someone to love me, doesn't even have to be "sexual".
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Well for one thing you're only 14, you're gonna have time later in life to love and be loved. Like i didn't have my first kiss or boyfriend until I was 15 myself. I've never been in love either. I just see it as something that I'll receive over time. Finding someone you even like is so much more important, like you shouldn't have to force it. And I'm not sure what you're family situation is like but I'm pretty sure if nobody else your family loves you and God too.2