I'll be 24 in a couple of months and I've had boyfriends in the past, never fooled around. But now I am single for a while and I've gave dating a shot. So I go on these dates with this guy and he's really hot and I've shown a lot of PDA, which never happened to me before so much (it was always kind of forced, I was shy). I feel really attracted to him and never been like this. But he is emotionally unavailable.
Then I go on dates with other guys, too and they are not as pretty, as easy going and stuff and I don't see myself showing PDA with them.
Isn't this how it is actually supposed to be? That you'd be so into the person that you can't help yourself and feel great? help.
I really f*cking want exactly this with someone. Do I actually need a very good looking and not shy with PDA guy or what the f*ck?