I've been like this since my early teens. I never got anything nice, friends would bully me and leave me out. Mum and sister weren't helpful.
I'm now 23 and failed University and i wanna kill myself. I can't get over high school, I used to be ugly, skinny and malnourished and too nice. Left my last job because nobody wanted to work with me because apparently i am negative after i only had one bad day. I tried my best to be a cool positive person, and talk to everybody but they didn't like me.
Anyway i have no problem getting female attention, it's knowing what to do with it. Girls come onto me a lot and i gotta tell you it makes me feel uncomfortable. I'm used to being looked over so i just ignore girls. I really wanna change this but i can't beleieve a girl would like me so i just avoid and show no interest in them.
This cute girl i used to work with gave me her number but im scared of askign her out in case she says sey as i wouldn't handle it. I constantly feel the need to be rperfect so that i can be loved and as if women are scanning me for signs of weakness.
How do i get over this? I wanna pay an escort to lose my v plates and feel worthy of love like everyone else.
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Dude, I know what you're going through. That's what happens if you close yourself off from people in life. You need to start making friends, fuck thinking about your pathetic virginity, it can be lost in a click. The most important thing is to learn to speak, don't worry about what you say, if you realize people aren't happy with it, fuck them, they're only judgmental losers who are worth less than your virginity will ever be.
Allow yourself to be vocal and speak your mind. Only then will you know how to handle people and consequently girls.
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