This may sound stupid, but im throwing in the towel with guys. They just dont like me. I can't make them, because apparently im fugly. Freakinglishy+Ugly=Me. Its like i have a contagious disease that theyll get by just being nice. there's no point in even being a girl... stupid vagina!
Studs get more guy friends, and they dont have to worry about being called ugly, because theyre lesbian. I dont like girls... so ill convince myself that im asexual. Sexual orientation isn't a choice but with much practice and résistance, maybe i can trick my mind. Boys dont like me, so i shouldn't like them. So im getting rid of my girly ways and being a boy. Im throwing away my makeup, clothes, everything. Im never going to smile. Telling all girls that i have herpes so they won't like me.
How can i accomplish this? Is this crazy?
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It's simple to look nice. Just you have to decide it. It's very easy to come in good shape and have a great personality. So never say you can't do it. Say I don't want to do it. I just want to relax at home and say god you made me ugly and I cannot do anything about it.
Stand up and do something.. Change your life you will get power to change the world..1