It all started this fall with a church friend who's name was let's say Nate who I asked to Homecoming as I liked him and we were becoming friends. He liked me at the time but I didn't know until later. Nate and I were so close to dating but then I started rehearsing for a musical I was in and was literally swept off my feet by another guy. (Jack) so them came the decision between Nate and Jack. Let's just say I chose very wrong and friendzoned Nate before even really getting to know Jack. Nate blew up a little and I felt really bad. Jack ended up treating me like crap and I wanted to go back to Nate but he already had another girl he was interested in. So I told my best friend of 3 years that I might be interested in more than a friendship and he said I have loved you this whole time. We almost dated on the spot however we were hesitant because we didn't want yo ruin our amazing friendship and he can be a little dirty and he jokes around with me a lot. Not in a bad way. So I overheard at church that some other guy was trying to get between Nate and this new girls relationship. i hadn't talked to him since he blew up on me for friend zoning him. I pulled him aside at church and poured my heart out to him and said if there was any chance his other relationship didn't work out that I would be there if he wanted to take me back and he said to give him time but he hears what I was saying. Now after seeing Nate and this other girl blossom in their relationship even as someone tries to get in between them I realize how much I miss him and want him back now more than ever. But them I still have my best friend who admits to actually loving me this whole time and i don't know which guy to pursue more. Nate is extremely attractive but not available at the moment, and mark is sweet and he loves me but I am not as attracted to him and we don't want to ruin our friendship. I need some advice/guidance.
Thanks in advance for reading this!
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Why couldn't you just be friends like... in childhood? I don't really get it0