I guess I wanted him to be miserable, I know it's horrible but he hurt me and I wanted him to be hurt.
Instead he is happy and partying and having a much funner life than I am and it makes so incredibly mad I can't even explain it.
What is wrong with me?
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There is nothing wrong with you. The only thing wrong is that you're a human being with human being feelings. Believe me, I've been in your position more times then I can count and I've felt the same exact way. I wasn't having fun, I wasn't over it so I wanted him to be miserable too. Even when I was over it, I didn't want him to find someone before I did. What you're feelig is so very normal and so understandable0