Why have I been delegated to suffer endlessly, while those that deserve this have not? I'm always alone, always, haha, barely anyone even acknowledges my existence! I am so sick of always having to be alone, I feel so much hatred inside of me! And now, I constantly have to be reminded that, even if I now have a chance with another girl, I've failed, I failed to get the person I wanted, I'M A FAILURE!!! I hope she suffers, I hope she suffers like I do, I hope she ends up alone and sad and full of hate like I did, that'd be retribution. To suffer to the point of begging for death, like I did, that's fair? What do I do, at this point, this new girl won't ever fill the hole in my heart, I realize that. What can I do?
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Who doesn't fail? I don't know people who don't fail.
-I fell in love at 14, stayed in love, hoping till I was 18. No success. Fail #1
- Forgot her, met a girl, didn't fall in love but she started cheating, Fail #2 I dumped her.
I met another girl but she wasn't who I hoped for, I dumped her Fail #3
-Fail # 2 wanted to come back together with me. I accepted but didn't use the (IMO dirty) tricks some guys use and she started cheating again. Fail #4
- I hoped I could manage it, but failed, she cheated much more_____ [ crude details deleted] until she met a guy with whom she married. Fail #5
But by that time I didn't care anymore...
Did I like that? What do you think? Seriously?
A month later I met my wife. Decades later we're still happily married.
And I could go on, listing my fails...
Everyone fails, few admit it. (They prefer to hide it.) Only one solution: SHRUG and move on. No mourning.
Mourning doesn't help.0