I'm eighteen, never had a girlfriend. And I have this bad feeling that when I do have a girlfriend, I'll just dump her after a week. Any girl I imagine myself in a relationship with, even if she's crazy hot, I picture myself breaking up with them very quickly.
I don't know if this is a defense mechanism, trying to break up with them before they break up with me. Might it be that I only want to be with a girl as an achievement. I hope its not that I just want to break their heart.
My question is, did any of you ever feel this way before getting in an actual relationship? I hope that I'm just feeling this way, and when I do get a girlfriend I'll completely change my mind. Please, help me, I don't want to be a shallow douchebag for the rest of my life!
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I felt this. I am now coming up to 7 months with my bf. I have almost broken up with him a few times but now I really like him.0