So I am done believing I will eventually find love. And for all you romantics ( I am one too), I have been rejected my whole life. Guys who even showed all the right signs and acted loving, would bail once things were heading towards a relationship. I have never been interested in flings and have actually never messed around. I was always a good girl. I wanted to share something with the right guy but now I don't care anymore. I give up and even if someone likes me, I warn him to not fall in love with me because I definitely won't. If the chance arises of falling in love (from my end), I'll walk away from the situation. I do however want something, I have been single almost my whole life and only had one boyfriend (a miracle). I'm beautiful so I know I can get attention from guys quite easily and I'm tired of being selective and going for the good guys because even they don't want me as their girlfriend. After self-improvement, introspection, talking to semi-exes about their reasons for not wanting me..I give up! I was always open and honest towards love but I just don't want to go through it again. So I want to go through life having flings and maybe eventually settle down with someone who is a good friend (with similar thoughts) and also wants children. I love children and always dreamt of having a loving husband and many kids but life has shown me that I am always the single friend no matter what and I am tired of fooling myself. So I choose to be practical, I just wonder if anyone else is like me? All my friends are in happy relationships, I am happy for them and love to see that it is possible even if I am not worthy of it.
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Wow... I feel for you , been there... still am. Its much harder to be a good person , dont just give up , you are better then that! It seems like the neighbours grass is always greener , but its not and causal sex is not going to make a person like you happy , trust me I tried it myself.1
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