I am alone.
People don't give a crap about me, I never achieve what I want socialy. I feel abandoned!
I live now in Canada but even in my previous country I was the line wolf and I don't get it! Yes I'm a little shy but not to that level that I won't talk to people, some say I'm funny and nice and shit like that but so they mean it? Because the nice and funny guy at the end of the day will be the lonliest. I'm not thinking about suicide because its against my ideas. But i suffer from loneliness! I try to start with a girl and I don't see interest at all!!! But when I hear from others about their accomplishments I hear that girls run after them but whyyy? Why no one is running after me? Why I'm always left behind in everything? Sometimes I feel that I want to disappear, I want something to happen to me and everyone will forget about me cus no one will care what happened to me, or live in isolation obut full isolation. Why do people don't care about me? I feel that the only thing I live for is sports and that's all cus no one other cares about me or what I'm doing! The only place I feel the best but I can't so it 24/7! I see others I want others to see me but they don't!
I'm alone, maybe I'm insane maybe I'm mad? And people just don't tell me cus no one talks about it?
I want people to notice me, to see me and to be interested in me as they are in each other. Am I not interesting? Am I just a piece of crap that has to be thrown in the garbage?
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Step 1. Look into the mirror and tell yourself "You are perfect the way you are".
Step 2. Realize that even some of the biggest players (Snoop Dogg, BIG, PACMAN, and Pitbull) were womenless.
Step 3. Try to socialize with your school activities or city events. Be very nice and try not to look desperate because you're not desperate.
Step 4. Even though its good to have people care about you always remember to care about yourself but not to the point where you become full of yourself, always try to place others before yourself.. thats how close friendship is made
Step 5. When you're old enough, attend a rave and talk to people.
Step 6. Report back to me0