I was feeling extremely suicidal when I asked him out. I needed something to live for. Now we are actually together in a steady relationship. Is it bad that I fell in love with a guy I only used as a painkiller? Please, no hate. I'll report you if you disregard this warning.
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No!!! I'm gonna tell you my story!
I was really really down there, I had no hope, I'd left my old church and was considering commiting suicide for the 6th time, and I was forced to go to a new church with my dad, so we went and this was all 3 months ago, there I met this guy and he completely flipped my life around, I will say we aren't dating yet, because of age differences, but he does know that I'm suicidal, and keeps an eye out for me, but even at the times I absolutely hate his guts, I also sit back and remember what an impact he has on my life.1