ok so i have a best friend named Jessica and Jessica's boyfriend name is Ton. tony is on the football team and very close friends with a guy named Jake now while Jake was dating his girlfriend we had an emotional affair, Tony doesn't know but when jakes girlfriend found out that Jake had feelings for me she made Jake cut me off completely at the end of the school year. its summer now so it couldn't have come at a better time because time heals all wounds Jessica knows everything that happened between me and Jake (which was nothing physical,) anyways today Jessica called and told me that her Tony Jake and Jake's girlfriend are going on a double date to the movies, when she told me I almost crapped my pants ( not literally) i broke out in a sweat, i started pacing, over thinking it doesn't help that i have a serious history with anxiety and anxiety attacks. I was doing perfectly fine without being in school with jake, or seeing Jake in class everyday. I was doing just fine getting over everything that happened because I wasn't reminded of Jake at all. but Jesus my stomach dropped when Jessica told me that. .. My stomach dropped so low. what is this feeling called and why am I feeling like this. I know these are butterflies but they aren't the good butterflies these feel poisonous.
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Well, you were trying to get close to somebody else's boyfriend. You aren't exactly the victim here. Learn your lesson for next time. Either you're his one and only girl, or you're not in it. Were you really happy being the disposable little secret, so easy to throw away when his actual main girl found out. Don't you want to be an actual girlfriend rather than some girl who's just there?0
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