im 19 and im just tired of life im poor and I've fucked up so much i wish i could die. i wish i had someone to be there for me and help me but i got nobody/ i walk everywhere i go and its hard to find a job with no car i wanna go to school and the lady was like how you gone get to school when yu dont have a car and i still dont know. im tired of being alone but i guess ima have to be bc im unwanted i have confidence but im also have a lot of flaws on my boddy i used to be fat im skinny now but i have a lkot of stretch marks which im sure no girl wants to see they want that muscular guy with good skin and ine is all stretch arked up. i was talkin to this girl and she says she like me but she reallly doesn't act like it i try to see her she avoids me and stuff i dated her for a onth and kised her once when i pulled her in to kiss again she turned her cheek an I've been hearing she been sucking dick the football teamdk i jusst wish soeone would notice that i trying even though I've messed up i mean even some murderers have someone to ers tpcome home to but ig thats not me imm unwanted so i need to know how to just accept it that no girls want me so i can focus on school and lifde get a car a house a dog stuff like that cause withouyt it ima still be single. Girls on here say you dont need that stuff but thats a lie all that stuff matters to them.
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Oh yeah, sorry, i forgot we're all money grabbing whores who never look at the guys that don't have that, or the perfect bodies. Dude, i've liked plenty of guys who have no money and are imperfect, still get rejected. Why? Because i'm still "too fat" I lost weight too and have stretch marks. You do realise they fade right? I don't care about them, i'm just proud of losing weight. So.. which is easier? Job or school? I would suggest, job, save up, get a car and then save up some more and then go to school if you need to. You can do whatever you want. Make it happen, no one else will, won't come to you, you gotta work for it! Perseverance my friend! Work on getting a job first and go from there (school is good but doesn't always help getting a job and you end up in debt) whereas a job is giving you money right there and then, an opportunity to do your driving, then get a flat, dog etc. It'll all come together. Life isn't easy but you'll be alright. Fuck having a girlfriend right now, focus on yourself. If you need to chat, message me, i'm on here a fair amount!1