I'm 15 and I'm so lonely. I'm an only child, I have no father... I've always had an underlying fear of men, but all I really want is somebody to hold at night. I want to stroke someones hands and kiss their nose and cuddle and be stupid and goofy together... I want a guy, who might not even be my lebenslanger schicksalsschatz, but still likes me for who I am. I've never been found attractive by guys. I know, I'm young and it's stupid to expect nobody to love me ever, but it just feels that way right now. How can I stop feeling this way? Will I always just be the third wheel, or die alone?
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At your age, boys will not likely give you what you are looking for. You're looking for someone to fill a void with affection, and being so young, you aren't likely to find someone who can fill such a tall order nor are you likely to find long-term love. You're young, it takes TIME to find someone worth spending the rest of your life with. It sounds to me that you're suffering from risidule issues of not having a father and are looking for male approval and affection since you lacked it before. I suggest trying to find resources where you can talk to an outside source about these problems.1