I've always felt that I am not worthy of the kind of men I feel attracted to, that somehow I should settle for someone less attractive, but since I can't bring myself to do that I wallow in self pity and loneliness. I feel depressed all the time. I don't even know how to flirt, I guess that's something you learn earlier in your development and I've missed my chance on that now :(
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Don't be hard on yourself. To be honest, I am convinced that I am meant to be a loner, I will probably be alone for the rest of my life.
I don't turn to self-pity though nor I blame myself. It's just that I haven't felt someone who "gets" me, that's all. Probably you haven't met someone who is compatible to your personality. Trust me, that makes it a lot easier to carry on any relationship with anyone.
Feeling lonely is completely normal. I often feel as I was tossed into oblivion and now I'm just waiting for someone to put me back on the ground. It's not that though, I haven't been looking for girls or seeking relationships in very long time. I'm not even trying at this point.
I guess it is how it is, all in due time...1