Don't worry, you can answer this question, I'm not going to pester you with emotional and dramatic responses : )
There are people I know, "friends", but I can't bring myself to contact them because they're doing so much better in life than I am. Some are getting married, and I've never been on a proper date in my life. I feel way too inadequate to ever have a girlfriend--almost like no girl would ever be interested in me, unless she were totally desperate.
I just want people to talk to, but I can't bring myself to do it. (Can't hang out with them either; I have limited mobility, practically housebound right now.) Add to that feeling inferior, social anxiety and awkwardness, etc. I know improvement is possible, but I don't know where to start.
And I'm not suicidal, but I'm telling you the truth, the pain of it all is getting to be too much for one guy to handle.
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No body on this earth is an angel, where we think their life is much better than us. People who married, their responsibility and difficulty is much heavy than us, they are facing challenges in their marriages, faithful issues, scandal, and so forth. The only sweet couples that we can think in happy marriages are those that understand and trust to each other. So, it doesn't mean, when you friends married and you're not, you life is disaster and they are happily ever after. No, life is unpredictable and SO challenging especially in love life, where we have to fight for each other.Therefore, if you haven't date yet, or find someone that special. You are still in freedom zone. Don't be rushing or hurry in finding the one that you aim for marry. Enjoy life, don't push or force your self getting into social like club just to get someone there, it doesn't work naturally because you push your self to involve with them. Take time and relax, hang out with your friends that you close with, the least you expect, the huge potential you will find someone that good for you.0