I went off the pill in 99 and after my divorce I always used condones even in committed relationships one off which was for 5 years!!! But lately this guy I met I just feel like I want to be as close as possible. And I asked if we could do it without a rubber for a while. And he said it was ok. And it felt so amazing like I was in heaven and I sort if rubbed away tears because of the awesomeness. To me it was a huge deal. I hadn't had sex for two years. And we always have the most beautiful experience together. Does it mean anything to him obviously not like it did to me. That he would trust me or even want that too.
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Not to be negative, but practical - it might mean he does not care if you were to get pregnant, or, if you did, he would leave it up to you to deal with. Are you thinking he trusted you not to have any kind of STD? In the heat of sex, most guys do not worry about that, which is kind of dangerous. As far as the "bareback" thing - most guys would not turn down "making love without the glove" because it does feel so much better than in a rubber. Personally, I was always worried about the pregnancy thing but I admit there were times I took those chances. Maybe you should go back on the pill?0