I am a beautiful girl who used to love a below average looking guy and he was sure about it. He refused my proposal. I always treated him like a king. After I had prosed, I observed, as a result he became very harsh with me. He used to make me lift up his lugage, never did he let go of any occassion where he had not taunted, hurt or insulted me. Even once when I said to him that he was very good at hurting my feelings, he said very harshly to me, "Prove it! And if you dont have any answer then stop this baseless argument!" And whenever I used to tell him that he is very special to me, I used to sense his laughter. I felt he was only enjoying my love to make himself feel better. I feel he was not normal. Might be he was hurt by someone and was taking revenge from me.
No I most likely feel so bad deep inside when I hurt someone's feelings unless they've hurt mines a lot before and most of the Time when I feel bad I make it him to them by either apologizing which is rare or telling them that they look better than me or something