Eh it's just an innocent crush but there's this girl in my chemistry class that knows the whole periodic table by heart. She knows the details too it's insane. Every time the professor poses a question she immediately answers it. She blows everyone else out of the water in that class intellectually and it's so fucking impressive. I admire the hell out of her. Mostly because I'm usually the person who is really fast with my answers and she beats me lmao.. I like when women surpass me at stuff. It makes me desire them more for some reason. She's cute too which doesn't hurt. I kind of want to talk to her but she's really shy and always rushes out of class as soon as it ends.
No "crush" at the moment, although there are a couple of girls in my orchestra class this year that pique my interest and one in particular whom I find really attractive that I may start developing that "crush" on.
There's a guy I met online. We've been talking for a few months, and we've met twice, just in group settings. He's the sweetest, kindest, most positive guy (or even person) that I've ever met. He's so great. Funny. Super smart. Really interesting. I have absolutely no clue how he feels about me though. He's the first guy I've have a crush on in five years. Aaaand I've never been in a relationship either. So basically I have no idea what I'm doing.
i am thinking i might like this guy i met during summer classes at the college that is about an hour drive counting traffic from my house and his name is Jake. once summer classes ended i didn't think i would see him again but about two weeks ago i was sitting in the lounge waiting for my next class to start when i saw him walk in the door and i was like is this a sign from the universe? Jake is very smart, appreciates my nerdy-ness, funny, good looking, sweet, and kind.