I have been seeing one of my best friends for the last few months.
We did not get together officially for a number of reasons, including that he just came out of a long relationship & that I graduate this year
We sleep together every night, have sex about twice a day, hang out most of the day in our friend group & message (although less messaging since we have been together more). All this has increased in intensity these last few weeks. I have noticed this in him too, cuddling me more, pulling away less, kissing me on the cheek as i fall asleep, the things he say to me. It's made it so much harder now...
We are not exclusive, he has slept with some people at home, hooked up & messaged people, but always come back to my bed & hasn't had what we have with anyone else. He's just been exploring his newly single side.
Last night he said that despite everything he loves me, i didn't know how to take it.
Today he left. I will see him in a week, but i don't know how to handle it, how to go from seeing him 24/7 to not hearing from him, i miss him already & am scared he will find something better back home.
When he left he left me a note saying 'cya beautiful xoxo' & then messaged me saying 'i will miss you <3'. But i haven't heard from him personally since he arrived home, only in the group chat.
I don't know what's going to happen now. I don't know how to act, If he will ever contact me again. What should I do?
Why would he do all this cute stuff & then not want to talk to me?