Nah I'm not worried about it. I need to focus on me for a while. I'm getting some therapy and working out my issues. I'm also working hard and doing very well in school. I know that when I'm done I'll finally be the guy I've always imagined myself being. I know that once I achieve that there will be loads of women who want me and I could just take my pick of who I click with the most.
It's what happens with most when people fool around in their 20s. They think "I'll just screw people I think are hot regardless of their personality then discard them and go after the spouse material later" Then they find out the spouse material doesn't want anything to do with them later on after they've aged and decided to have a family and they're fucked.
I feel really sorry for the select few that honestly were looking for their soul mate from the very beginning and never had any luck finding them.
Yes. Though I do have a "one that got away". We clicked immediately. But my stupid insecurities got the better of me. I kept thinking "there's no way someone like him could like me". So I decided not to pursue him. I figured he could to better so I didn't wanna date him because I wanted him to find a better girl. He did. And I regret being that insecure.
I'm a hopeless romantic. And it's really hard for me to even like someone. I just want to spend as much time with that special someone. I have a feeling that I probably won't find that person until I'm like in my 40s though lol
I used to be back when I never initiated anyone; but the way I see it, is as long as I am willing to reach out to them whenever I find them, I'm confident that in time I will have the person I'm meant to be with.