Would my diet get better?
Would I groom more?
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I can work out more now, I was married or in a relationship for five years.
I eat better now too. I've ran Spartan races, did some MMA, passed some college classes, and I learned the guitar and Russian since then as well.
Here's the dilemma:
I'm 29. I'm about to give up (as I always say) but I'm horny so its hard to give up (pun accident) and I'm lonely... also... complicates that.
Here's the thing, some girls I have liked have rejected me because they had low self esteem. Most of the time I am over looked do to my quirky personality which doesn't match my coincidentally bad boy looks (scars from war). I'm awkward... I've never slept with a girl I wanted to be with except once in five year relationship with a sociopath... and women I really wanted to sleep with have never slept with me.
We are taught by media our peers and for those of us with only mommies that we MUST have female validation to reaffirm our manhood which is complete utter yes utter bullshit. I've read a lot of psychology about this and I have my own theories.
When I stopped caring so much though I learned Russian and the guitar and I'm still honing those skills I have much to learn and I also have to kids to raise.
So you know what ladies... you missed your chance... good bye and good riddance
(I that now - until I'm lonely and horny again) I can't WAIT TO HAVE LOW TESTESTORONE OR ED!!!0