I like not liking anyone because it means I'm not restricted to liking someone and always making myself look nice for that person I'd rather be able to do what ever I want to do look how I want to and not worry about what I say to someone because I like them.
I'm weird because I like having a crush cause it gives my mind something to think about instead of all the bad sh*t I'm always thinking about. At the same time though, it's really irritating because I'm thinking about them TOO D*MN MUCH! I have a crush on someone right now and I'm already talking about him too much. I'm already thinking about how I need to spruce myself up and all that ish. I wasn't prepared for this, lol.